Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I learnt from my Baby....



Today I was seeing my sister's daughter pics on my PC who is just 4mnths old........and I was wondering that how small she is and how everybody dance on her fingers even when she neither speaks nor understands any of words...........Have u ever think that thse small little kids can teach u many things in life that nobody can teach u......not even ur parents.


I remember the day she came into my world.....7th of July.When my mom told me that Laxmi has come to our home.......I took it as normal thing like before.She was in Nursery after birth due to premature delivery....On 5th day when I was crying bcoz of fight with my frnd and on of my frnd was consoling me over the phone..bell rang..and when I saw my lil angel in my moms arm.....I forgot my tears and was so happy that I cant explain......I rushed to the door to take her
into my arms..but my mom refused bcoz she is too small to hold......but when I insisted she said ok but after reaching room....and guess wt?.......when I hold her in my arms......I started feeling that she is mine....even I forgot my sleep too.....That day I realised wts an UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is all about...


The days passed on...One day she was not sleeping properly .we were unable to find the reason.Even doctor was saying its ok...kids do...But we all feeling that somthing is there...we all worried about it ...Me and my sister had fought that day also and I said to her in anger mood that frm now onwards i will not come to play wid ur child.......But in night when my sweet baby was looking weak and her body was responding like sombody is taking her breath
away....for a moment I felt that I m losing smthing frm my being ....I forgot wt I said to my sis in the afternoon......My heart was beating too fast...but my mom handled the situation......frm that day I realised wts the feeling of being Mother.............


The days were going gr8 coz now she started feeling my touch....Whenever she cried.... my family called me up to take her and u will not imagin that she stopped crying...My family made a habit.......but thats was gud for me i think..........I Felt that dis small kid dont understand but only frm my touch she understands tht she(me) is ther.........my caretaker...;)....I was amazed that she will be teaching me joy,happiness that we ppl search for it....she taught me pateince........no fixed time for sleep.never sleep on bed......first give me a HUG RIDE in ur arms then i will sleep........yes she is used too till now....


Now she starts giving response wtever we say to her...I called her Chakki....dont ask me why......:)but I love to call her by this name only...whenever she laughs or even smile... I forget all my pain and worries......so tremendous miracle of God...... Hve u ever notice that these small kids cant speak.....and always think that other person will understand thier expression....this thing taught me that just widout saying u can be closer to anyone and can undersatnd better just by someone presnece...........BLIND LOVE....

And most important thing I learnt is how to grow consistently with pateince and believe in urself.....whether it would life or profession.........isnt amazing.............and I m still learning frm her.......I know that i havenot given birth to her but still she is my baby...my angle...my world..Love u my Chakki.......muhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawaa


People used to say that they want to become this and they want to become that..........I never said I want to become dis and that.....I always says GOD that I wanna become a Mother who can teach her child that the biggest thing in life is not achiving success or earn money ...but to be gud human being...which is very difficult thts wt my parents taught me........:)

3 comments:

Kaddu said...

Just got the link to ur blog from Shree's blog... didn't know u even had a blog... why hv u stopped writing though?

Liked these lines a lot in ur post!

"Hve u ever notice that these small kids cant speak.....and always think that other person will understand thier expression....this thing taught me that just widout saying u can be closer to anyone and can undersatnd better just by someone presnece..........."

Something similar is what I was trying to put down on my blog a few days ago... chk it out if u find time...

Take care! :)

Zahra said...

You really expressed as if the lil kid was your very own child.
May God bless her with every happiness of life.And i must say she is beautiful.
Yes kids teach us alot,without speaking even.And we are so stupid that we dont evenn teach anyone without sayin any words.
Its so special to be a mother ,you live another life when you are a mother.You feel young again.

Kanhaiyaa said...

Nice one!! Every child has some grace,innocence,beauty Untill they get conditioned by the society.